I‘m looking at this page and it is so fresh and clean. No one’s grabbed onto it, twisting and pulling like it’s theirs to manipulate. I want to keep this blog for myself. Not tell anyone it’s here. Just sit with the peace and quiet for a while.
Ever since I started on the internet less than two years ago, I’ve been confronted with people in ways I didn’t expect. I expected that my presence would go unnoticed, but that’s not what happened. Even though the response has been much smaller than what a lot of people go through, it’s still been more than I was prepared for. I have found myself loathing bloggers, which I didn’t think I would ever do. Not just bloggers, but people on Myspace, Facebook, YouTube, deviantART, Twitter, people who post to chat rooms on websites, total strangers on the internet. Thankfully, for every one shitty person there’s many more cool people, so I keep going. It has been a rewarding experience overall, but there have been many disturbing moments and I’ve spent a lot of my time defending myself and others from cowards, thieves, liars and just plain stupid people on the internet. I’ve spent even more time making friends and admiring what they’ve accomplished in their lives. I’ve learned a lot along the way.
This little blog will be kept secret for now, I think. I won’t make it private, but I don’t think I’m going to mention it to the general public. You didn’t see me. I wasn’t here.
